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失敗を恐れるあまりに踏み出せず、いつまでたっても成功しない

I go to commit suicide



A few days ago I met a blind man, probably more than 30 years old of age, his wife looks older than he is, she used a small stick holding HKUE amec him to walk, two people talking and laughing, I suddenly had the interest to them, because their laughter infected with me, so I decided to them in an exclusive interview, ask the story between them. On a bridge slabs we sat down together, apparently my friendly and sincere touched them, and we started talking happily. From the conversation I soon learned that they both are christians, he and she is met in the church.

I said to them: "you are the god's arrangement, and may god bless you forever." They laughed together, the man said: "I never thought that I would have a wife, really, no, she is like, I don't know, but god has told me in your heart, she is one of the world's most beautiful woman." Woman heard her husband in praise yourself, her eyes flashing the light of happiness. Women gently clung to his side, face seemed to have been a sweet dream just kissed. I asked the woman, "how did you fall in love with him?" "Can't you see!" The woman said to me: "I am a disabled person, share the rest of my life, I will never do a complete woman, because I can't at birth, after several times after the failure of marriage, I despair, my spirit is thoroughly collapse, all day long I crazy, a little awake, harm the elderly mother guard me all day long, I how much tears do not know for my poor mother.

Finally mom in others to bring me into the church, I hope god can save me, and I began to can't accept that I don't know where is the god, I don't believe he can heal my broken soul, after a period of time, I met a person, is this person, he let me accept the god. At this point, "the man heard wife held her hand fondly said:" I'm a mother's womb was falling in a dark world, I can see only my dream, I'm like a wandering in the dark elves, no purpose, no direction, I'd like to say goodbye to the world of black by death, I wish I could come over, the afterlife I will have a pair of bright eyes.

I have fumbled for a variety of ways to commit suicide, but maybe I was destined to be chosen by god and save the hand never leave me, I was my neighbor, a devout Christian brought to the church, I just know a place in this world, there is a divine love do not abandon me, I'm madly in love with my faith, my favorite HKUE amec Christian song, is the "heart"...... take me into the light good land...... I didn't know what love is bright beautiful. "Said the woman took over at the moment:" when is your song moved me. "The man listened to smile said:" yes, he is god's greatest could make two broken soul comfort each other.

Since you said you like to listen to my singing, and I saw what seemed to be able to, I have the value, has the confidence and the power of life; When that day you to show your love to me, I see in my mind suddenly, the door opened, and of the kingdom of love, that is not seen in my fantasy of love, so wonderful arrived. In our combination of that a moment, she said to me, from now on I am in your eyes, I use a fast beating heart said to her, don't get much more beautiful than my eyes in the world. "Here, the man from his gray pupil flow tears of affectionate, a woman's eyes filled with tears." You a lily of the valleys, you are the rose of Sharon...... "the man sang SOB. I also moved to tears at this time, didn't think of HKUE amec in the world and so true.

Man stopped singing, and with infinite sincere tone ask me: "have you seen my wife is such a beautiful woman?" I had to say: "never, her beauty, I really envy you." Men heard the word "envy", satisfiedly smiled. "Today is Sunday, this I will never be a Thanksgiving Day, my love, my eyes, let's go. Goodbye, little brother, our god is in his church waiting for us." I just sat down on a slab, watching them far of figure, my heart prayed silently: "god, when can you give me such a pair of eyes."
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